Today I am unsettled, and I find I don't care for the feeling. It makes me anxious and edgy and uncertain, which are all emotions I try to avoid. I like feeling confident and relaxed and as though I can guess what might happen next, both in my life as a whole and in my day to day tasks. For some reason I can neither understand nor properly explain, today feels precipitous. As though at some point in the future I will look back and wish I could have today back again, just to avoid whatever happens tomorrow. It makes me wish I had psychic powers or some way of speaking face to face with God, and getting simple, direct answers. Sadly I do not have either one.
So I am praying for peace, and enough faith to follow the path I have chosen through whatever maze or valley is waiting for me. I hope this will ease the tension building inside my head and silence the whispering of fear in my heart. If not, I'm sure I will be posting more later, because writing is a stress reliever for me too.
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